same as always

never changes
goes around and hides
for a spell
unchanged
inside and gnawing
for all the years it stays it feels
just the same as it always has
not so much a hurt as yes
gnawing
inside
over the same issue as always
too
can't have that one
she hates you or
she doesn't feel the same or
she's got a man or
she's got a woman or
she's too far away or
or
or
or
doesn't matter because
it
never changes
others come and fill the want and might
almost be what you want but
nah
not the same
always thought it would be different as
a grown person
it ain't
because now you feel like you should be shaken and told to grow up
fuck